Shruti opened her jewellery box to extract the shiny stone
studded bangles that she had chosen for her varmala ceremony. They went
perfectly with her peach lehnga adorned completely in zardosi. As
she wore the bangles, they made a sweet tinkling sound.
"They look so beautiful," she thought, as she
purposely shook her wrists to admire their beauty and their sound. A
sharp ring of the phone broke her from her reverie. In her hurry to receive the
call, her bangles clanked against the jewellery box and broke into pieces.
"Oh no," she thought. But the damage was already
done. The only thing remaining was to receive the call, which she did.
"Hi, Shruti," came the hoarse voice of her finace,
Rohan.
"Hey, hi! How are you?" said Shruti in a smiling
voice. She was quite excited to share all about the wedding preparation in
detail with him, but he cut her back saying he had something important to tell.
He was calling off the wedding, breaking the engagement.
Shruti couldn't believe her ears. She stood staring at the
mess created by the broken bangles; her eyes clouded with tears. Rohan's voice
sounded like that in a faraway world.
But… Why? Her mind wandered to the college canteen in the
past where they had spent hours together. Her arguments with Rohan over her
strict feminism, and ultimately winning him over with her logical thoughts.
They used to speak at length over political issues and leaders, books and
writers, humanity and religion. More than love birds, they were two
intellectual people having intelligent conversations.
Even the movies they watched were not romantic or comedy, but
non-commercial and off beat. They didn’t go shopping for hours or for candle
light dinners, or give gifts to each other. But they would sit for hours
together, talking on the terrace in the sunset or silently in a cafeteria, just
enjoying being together.
They were deeply in love, or so she thought. She wondered
what went wrong. She had catered to all the requests made by his parents.
Reasonable or not. As the wedding came closer, they kept insisting and adding
on to their various demands.
They wanted her to learn cooking initially. Then they
expected her to stop working post marriage. The guest list kept inflating, and
likewise, the ‘gifts’ to be given in her wedding. Of course, these gifts were
for Shruti’s own use and her comfort, to make her life better. She had almost
forced her parents to comply with it all.
She was sad to quit her job, but pretended not to be, because
love is blind, after all! She didn’t complain to Rohan about any of it. “Why
trouble him unnecessarily?” she had thought. She would never find a life
partner like him after all.
In fact, recently his parents had demanded that all their
guests be flown to Goa for the theme wedding, at the bride’s family expense.
She had even contended to this and broken all her savings accounts prematurely.
Then why this? She was in a turmoil.
A fresh wave of tears washed her away.
“Shruti, listen.” She returned to Rohan’s booming voice over
the phone.
“I wanted to marry you because you’re an independent,
confident girl who could stand up for herself.
That was something which
attracted me the most to you. But you’re not the same anymore. Your father told
me how you’ve changed.
You’ve been hiding things from me, giving in to all my
parents demands and becoming a hypocrite in the process. All this, out of the
fear of losing me. So I want to remove this fear forever.
Love is not something you need to hold onto. If it is true,
it will stay on when you’re yourself. I have informed my parents that I will
not marry you with all their terms and conditions. If they cannot agree to
this, and if you continue to be this girl I do not know, I am sorry, I have to
call off the wedding."
Shruti was awash with more tears, but this time, those of
pride.
The jewellery box glittered away.
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